Day 10: Are You Afraid Of The Dark

Hey yo, I am just sitting up here at school waiting for Jer to get out of class so we can finally go home lol. So I decided this is the best time as any to write my post for DAY 1O:

WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?

Ha there are a few things I am afraid of actually. Like how I am going to die, getting cut in the throat (like with a huge knife with blood going everywhere bleh, gag), the buffer at walmart just to name some off. But one thing I have been afraid of my whole life is this:

If you think it is too dark to see what the picture is, that is the point. If you look close enough you can see its a hallway...I think. Ladies and gentlemen I am afraid of the dark. Well not specifically the dark itself. It's just that I have an issue with not being able to see anything. I have seen too many scary movies that I should have never watched that have ruined the night for me. I know it's weird for a young adult like myself to have such a childish fear but I have heard of people being afraid of grapes and mess so this is totally rational to me compared to that lol. What helps is having someone in the room with me, or being so extremely half aseep or tired that I don't care if anything is lurking. I get absolutely paranoid when something in the house makes a noise, my brain goes into overtime to think up a reasonable explanation for the sound lol.

I think the first time I thought of the dark being scary was when I was in elementary and some kid decided to tell me what bloody mary was. Holy mess that was all she wrote when I heard that one. Since then I have never quite trusted what my eyes can't see. Don't judge me is all I got to say lol. Yes I sprint to the house from my car at night, yes I practically jump from the bed to the door to turn on the bedroom lights at times, and yes the tv is my best friend when I am sleeping. I always put on the dark night because it starts over by itself HA!

Tada something embarrassing from me to you lol. I am not too insecure about this fear though, obviously. Of course alot of peeps know this fact about me already!

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